did i ever told you about this new old band that became a new favorite in my playlist lately? the lyrics are kinda queer, but i love the sound. kinda hopeless romantic, like feelings i have towards you. lately, they've been on repeat. some of the lyrics reminds me of you. but it's okay, i'm a bit better than the last time you heard from me.
this new year, i wanted to kinda back on the reading habit. i've done 4 novels and a poetry book recently, and it's kinda exciting. i have this spare time since you left, and the fictions helped me get through the night. and it's okay, truly. maybe i'm getting there with these romcoms i've read. maybe, within these pages i could forget you in time.
lately, i'm ordering cold brew with some unique flavors. last weekend, i tried the vanilla sweet cream with less sugar. and i added that to the list of my newest favorites. the midday's kinda sweaty right now, and the iced coffees become a go-to-drinks. i kinda ditched those sweet heavy drinks we tried back on that time we wandered through a famous mall. my life became a bit bitter without you in it, and it reflected on how i saw things.
some days i lived my life the way i did before you came around. tried new things, went to concerts, did everything by my own self. and that's okay. perfectly fine. and some other days, days like this, i wish that i could go to our bubble chat and told you weird things i've found along the way. like the user experience of an app that's so confusing, or annoying driver who parked asymmetrically in front of my office, or how my food order got mixed up.
it's been a while. don't ask me if i was counting the days yet. instead of patching up the scars of my words, we let the bridges burnt. ashes down the river, memories up with the wind. my words finally find its home, and this piece is about how i am lately.... how are you though?
// some other things, some little things.
29.04.26; 11.58pm
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