—to the north star;

to the north star, 

leading me to anywhere

but never a home to this heart.

i was laying on a cold timber 

shattered

adrift in the sea of uncertainty

lookin' at the dark sky 

countin' on how much stars above

too many i've counted

yet nothing's led me 

to the arms that warmth my heart

it's cold—

the night, the life, the soul 

the scars never been healed

you've added another deep cut

the one i've thought to be the one

yet i was just another one

before the one 

and after the night you've touched

my secrets, my sanity, my reality

the lock's changed

the numbers i've been calling, 

you've blocked mine

i've been searching you

in between the constellations

i've been hoping

you're the home to this heart

yet all i knew

i'm drowning in the sea of loneliness

dying—

as the north stars kinda everywhere

but never to a home

to you

// seeing the stars in my eyes, drunk.

16.03.26; 10.28am

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