i miss you 

and there was none of beautiful words

that i could write to exaggerate the way i feel

sometimes it's just a simple phrase

to cover up all the emotions

sadness, longing, missing 

people came and gone, i know 

but losing you is the last thing i could imagine 

you knocked on my door, over and over again 

just for me to find your ghost

hanging around with all those old stories 

put new scars to the shattered heart

how can i recover from this madness? 

i don't even know if i wanted to be fine

it's just... i don't know what i want in this life anymore.

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08.07.25; 10.16am