i once listened to a song written by my favorite. when it came out, i was in a state where i didn't even know when i'd be healed. from all the doubts and fears, from the scars they left when they decided i wasn't the one for them. i'd be lying that somehow, i felt so small. the ghosts of their presences, the memories that haunted my days, the rings that i heard somewhere in the middle of the nights, and so on. that days, i'd be lying if i told you i was fine. because even my social medias became a place i feared the most. those days, i thought the pain wouldn't last.
and listening to the same song these days, i realized maybe in this life... nothing is absolute. weathers changed, people came and gone, places built and replaced, memories might be remained in our hearts but we learnt to deal with the pain. the storm might be stayed for a year, but soon after, the rainbow smiled back at us. and when you realized, she's true. this pain wouldn't be for... evermore.
// and it's still July when I'm down at my knees.
14.07.25; 4.12pm
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